I'm not even sure why - there's nothing I can point to that triggered this flow of emotion. I'm just missing Jay, feeling lost, but mostly just feeling sad.
Yeah, I know, sometimes you sit there and say, why now, brain? Yeah, x, y and z are shitty, but x, y and z were shitty all week and I was fine, what's so special about now that made you plant your feet and refuse to budge? I guess sometimes brain's coping muscle just gets too tired. Hugs.
Yeah, I know, sometimes you sit there and say, why now, brain? Yeah, x, y and z are shitty, but x, y and z were shitty all week and I was fine, what's so special about now that made you plant your feet and refuse to budge? I guess sometimes brain's coping muscle just gets too tired. Hugs.
ReplyDeleteThe brain remembers anniversaries even when we don't. Jay Wake was one year ago today. Your sadness makes sense to me.
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*hugs*
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