Friday, June 6, 2014

Falling farther from just what we are

Today would have been Jay's 50th birthday.  I'm sorry he missed it - I know it was a milestone he hoped to see. But as miserable as he was toward the end, I'm just as glad he didn't make it.

Two years ago today, Jay & I met in person for the first time and started the relationship that brought me to where I am today. I don't regret a minute of it. I just wish there had been more.

So happy birthday, my love, and happy anniversary. I love you so very much.


  1. I hope you have put on one of Jay's Hawaiian shirts in celebration of his 50th.

  2. He made each second count twice it seems. Your words and his have been grounding and uplifting. Sending good thoughts to soften your path.

  3. I'm so glad you got together. It's been awesome, and at the same time, so comforting, to know how good you were together.