Friday, September 21, 2012

All the people that you've loved, they're all bound to leave some keepsakes

Odd, disjointed day today.

I got a lot of Freecycling done, with more to go.  I set up a post-movers appointment with 1-800-GOT-JUNK so I can get rid of the remaining furniture and miscellaneous junk after everything else is gone.  Also managed to schedule the painters to come after I've moved out, which will work better from their point of view, since the rooms to be painted will be empty.

I watched from afar as Jay underwent his first chemo session of this round.  Everyone, Jay included, was wonderfully careful to keep me up-to-date.  It's weird to feel so loved in the midst of something like this, but it's a good-weird.

And I had dinner with my ex tonight, which went really well.  I'm grateful that he was willing to let me say goodbye, and that he seems genuinely happy with my situation.

So very tired right now, but not quite ready to sleep.  Not sure what I'm holding on to here,  in this moment, but I'm not ready to let it go quite yet.

1 comment:

  1. Sleep when you are ready, and dream of Portland.