And all of your weight, all you dream, falls on me, it falls on me

Just a quick post to say that my body and heart are all too aware that the 6-month anniversary of Jay's death is coming up quickly.

I'm tender and quick to tears again. Little things and big things trigger me. As always, I'm letting the tears flow when I can, letting them wash away the pain.

I'm dreading the holidays, but I'll deal with those emotions when the time comes.

So for now, more tears, more grieving, and eventually, more healing.